Days of Unrest

Tired of being alone. Missing a regular sex partner and someone to talk with.

The Swans-God Damn The Sun

When, When We Were Young
We Had No History
So Nothing To Lose
Meant We Could Choose
Choose What We Wanted Then
Without Any Fear
Or Thought Of Revenge
But Then You Grew Old
And I Lost My Ambition
So I Gained An Addiction
To Drink And Depression
(They Are Mine
My Only True Friends
And I'll Keep Them With Me
Until The Very End)
I'd Choose Not To Remember
But I Miss Your Arrogance
And I Need Your Intelligence
And Your Hate For Authority
But Now You're Gone
I Read It Today
They Found You In Spain
Face Down In The Street
With A Bottle In Your Hand
And A Wild Smile On Your Face
And A Knife In Your Back
You Died In A Foreign Land
And They Found My Letter
Rolled Up In Your Pocket
Where I Said I'd Kill Myself
If She Left Me Again
So Now She's Gone
And You're Both In My Mind
I've Got One Thing To Say
Before I Am Drunk Again:
God Damn The Sun
God Damn The Sun
God Damn Anyone
That Says A Kind Word
God Damn The Sun
God Damn The Sun
God Damn The Light It Shines
And This World It Shows
God Damn The Sun

Lessons from a Boner

Since I have gotten the Internet I have had several crushes. Coarse all the guys Ive had crushes for have been from various sex chat sites. I am starting to realize that by being a lonely horny woman of soon to be 37, who now spends a great amount of her day online, really has put herself in a stupid set-up state of sore disappointment. Ive met wonderful gorgeous extraordinary men here on the Web but in truth none of them like me more than a cyber-fuck. Or a real fuck if possible... oh, Im not saying thats not what I want. Sex would be great. I guess Im wanting more.... Some one that wont run away after I 'talk-hard' to them. But what did I expect? A life long friend from a boner at place like HornyMatches.com? What an idiot I am.

KRIS KUKSI

OUTFUCKINGSTANDING!!!!

PETE SHEPHERD

Oh yes.... I have a Crush. Check out his music. Click.

Blind Date

Had a blind date this last Saturday, met him on one of those Websites where folks go with obvious intentions. His name is common enough and is John. Sweet-Sexy-Engaging man, 42 and with stunning blue eyes. He took me to dinner (Mexican) and then to a film (Public Enemies- really good) and then after I followed him home, to his beautiful house (that he built) where we talked. John is a very attentive man, he held my hand & put his arm around me in public, and even slapped my ass a few times (which didn't bother me a bit as we both knew what we wanted); in fact he always had a hand on me showing affection, on my back or standing very close (he does this with all his dates- pluses and minuses, girls) and ALWAYS focused on me. The date was lovely and I left with some nice bite marks early in the morning Sunday. He has my number and I his... if anything we will just casually date and I will have a regular Dinner/Movie chum. Hope to hear from him again. Id rate the date a 9-Shot.

Sand Art & Composition

1.
salt ocean 2 soft plains,
a greedy distance
across acclimate pain.

a branch who wilt
now a blossom who wont.
i orbit over old silt.

here. this, i breath in
In lieu, of crying out.
fired verve, begin. begin.
Jo~

ROB PIKE